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Where Time Folds. ✨

The first time I heard his voice on the line, the room shifted.

Not physically. Not in a way anyone else would notice. But something in me moved, like a hidden mechanism clicking into place.

His voice wasn’t just familiar. It was keyed.


And the memory came rushing in so fast it didn’t arrive like a thought. It arrived like a location.

Crystal.


A cottage-like house made of quartz so clear you could see through the walls. Light poured in from everywhere, bending and scattering. Beyond the glass-bright structure, the ocean sat in the distance, quiet and blue, like it had been waiting.


It wasn’t a fantasy. It wasn’t a dream.

It was our house.

Our house from somewhere else.


Time didn’t behave there. It didn’t go forward. It didn’t go back. It didn’t even pretend to be linear. It folded in on itself, layered and stacked, like reality had depth instead of direction.

An image flashed in my mind: an accordion.

Not music. Not noise. Structure.


Timelines weren’t end to end. They were pressed together, pleated, layered on top of one another. A million possible versions of “now” stacked like pages. If you knew how to move sideways through them, you could pass through countless lifetimes in an instant.

I didn’t know how I knew that.

I just did.


And the moment I tried to grab the thought and hold it still, it slipped through my fingers, and I was back in the crystal house again.


There had been a lifetime there. A planet with a name I could hear but not speak. The name wasn’t a word. It was a frequency, a note. A sound you felt in your bones more than you heard with your ears. That was how they communicated during that cycle. Not language, exactly. Resonance.


It was one of those skills that gets discovered, lost, rediscovered, and lost again across worlds. Like the universe itself couldn’t decide whether it wanted to keep the secret.

After that life ended, we made the cottage again.

Not physically.

Something else.


A mirage with rules. A hologram anchored to memory. A rendezvous point between realms. A place we could return to when the distance between us felt too large, or when we needed to plan without the static of Earth in our ears.

We used it many times.


Out of all the lives we’d lived, that one stayed bright. The first time we agreed to a contract together and actually carried it out. The first time the lesson didn’t break us.

It was simple. It was peaceful. It was ours.


We’d earned it, too, after a difficult set of incarnations just before where we suffered many of the same trials but never met. Parallel storms. Same thunder, different skies. We came out of that tired, bruised, and strangely intact.


When it was time to choose partners for a “reward life,” we chose each other.

I was from one soul group. He was from another. Groups don’t usually cross unless there’s a reason. Most souls stay within their own cluster, because there are infinite lessons available with familiar souls.

But he was never interested in familiar.

He was energy and curiosity and forward motion.


When he asked if anyone from my group wanted to join him, I didn’t hesitate. I volunteered like I’d been waiting for the question.

So we did it together.

We built that life. We built that house. We built memories that didn’t fade the way they were supposed to.


Afterwards we moved on, of course. Different pairings. Different lessons. Different roles.

But we stayed connected.


Sometimes I would slip into his Earth life as a child and sit behind him in class, specifically to bother him. The kind of petty, playful torment kids do when they have no vocabulary for recognition. He’d get annoyed, he’d snap, he’d get in trouble, and I’d quietly glow with satisfaction.


Later, on the other side, we’d laugh about it.

Because he’d done the same to me in other lives.

It was our game. Our running bet.

Who would recognize the other first this time?


Sometimes it happened instantly, like a bell ringing inside the chest.

Sometimes we missed each other completely and an entire lifetime slid by without us ever crossing paths, even if we’d lived close enough to share a sky.

So today we met again inside the crystal cottage.

Not the original. The echo of it.


We stood inside the shimmering memory of our own creation and spread out the plans like a map on a table. This incarnation was going to be intricate. Heavy with moving pieces. Full of the kind of choices that could change everything.


He often took on the role of male and I the role of female, though we’d switched before. I’d been his brother more than once. He’d been my grandmother, my mother, even my daughter in one strange life that still carried a soft, funny ache.

But our favorite roles were always husband and wife.

Him as the man. Me as the woman.


It wasn’t a rule. It was a preference. The way our deepest essences leaned when we weren’t performing a lesson that required the opposite. Sometimes we were lovers who died before anything could settle into something official. Sometimes we were married and the world tried to take us apart. Sometimes we were strangers who felt too much in a single glance.

Whatever role served the lesson, we wore it.


And we’d become good at weaving lessons into the characters we actually enjoyed living through.


This time we agreed on the United States, late 1900s. The backdrop mattered. The cultural weather mattered. It was the right era for what we needed to learn.

But we chose different states.

We chose to meet later.


We needed time to fulfill other contracts first, other lessons within our own groups. Everyone had a part to play, everyone assigned to be a certain kind of catalyst for someone else. From Earth, it would look random. From the other side, it would look like design.


We knew the era would be intense. The kind of time that would feel exciting from above and terrifying from within it. The kind of time where Earth’s consciousness would shift and shake, where people would forget themselves and then remember themselves and then forget again.

And there was the veil, of course.

That thin layer of forgetting sprinkled over you before you’re born.


Not to erase your truth. To make you earn your way back to it. To force you to remember yourself through the pressure of everything trying to make you into someone else.

Every once in a while someone slipped through the veil and remembered early.

It usually turned out okay.

There was no punishment. No cosmic courtroom. No judgment.

Just course correction.

Just choice.


Just the gentle sense that if you missed it, you could try again later, replay the scene with slightly different characters, step onto a nearby timeline and see what you learned there.

But this incarnation was difficult to plan because Earth had so many ways to knock you off course.


He had built a path for himself that kept him close to alignment. Carefully. Deliberately.

I had done something different.

I had placed obstacles in my own way.


I chose parents with DNA that could tilt me toward depression, toward addiction, toward self-destruction, if I didn’t do the work. I’d lived those versions before. I knew the trap because I’d fallen into it.

This time I adjusted a few variables, shifted a few angles, hoping I’d grown enough not to repeat the same collapse.

Still, the risk remained.


And by the time it was time for us to meet, I needed to be ready.

His early life wasn’t going to be easy either. Where he chose to grow up and the parents he chose made sure of that. But his lesson was clear: express what’s real. Stop sealing your emotions behind your ribs like a locked room.

He’d spent lifetimes doing that.

Lifetimes ending alone.


So we planned it the way we always planned it.

A place. A moment. A series of nudges that might pull us toward each other if we didn’t resist them.


But guarantees don’t exist down there.

Free will is always in the room.

So we built backup plans.


If I missed him, I would eventually move on, broken-hearted but alive, and settle down with another man who’d played “soulmate” for me before.

If he missed me, he would give up on love and pour himself into humanitarian work, choosing purpose as his companion instead.


He had a backup mate too, someone who would find him later, if needed, and keep him from ending the story in silence.

So many factors.

So many barriers.

And yes, that was part of the design.

Then his voice cut cleanly through the static.

“HELLOOOOO. Can you hear me?”


It snapped me back so hard I felt it in my teeth.

“Oh. Yes. Yes, I’m sorry.”

I swallowed, still half-lit by crystal walls and ocean-sky.

“It’s good to hear from you again.”

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